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What does it mean?
The speaker admits to a persistent, perhaps unconscious, desire for death.
In plain terms
I have wanted to die for as long as I can remember.
What can you take from it?
Acknowledging dark thoughts is the first step to understanding them.

Where it applies

  • feeling hopeless
  • contemplating end of life
  • dealing with grief

Putting it to work

  • seeking help
  • discussing fears
  • writing about mortality

Questions to consider

  • What does your fear or desire of death reveal?
  • How do you cope with thoughts of ending?

Another view

This sentiment might be misinterpreted as a wish to end life rather than an existential observation.

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