'I think that is a big problem with a lot of Christians,' Paul begins. 'We want to feel special. And there are times when it does, you know. But not all the time. Sometimes life just feels like life. We have to put ouf faith in God.

When we ask ourselves if we are walking with Christ, I believe we need to ask oursleves this question: Has Christ changed the way I view the world lately?

'I'm saying that a lot of Christians want to be recognized for their godliness, and a lot of people mistake the recognition for godliness itself.'

The more I ponder God's way, the more I believe He changes a person, or molds a person, through enlightenment. He changes a person's mind.

That God of the clergymen, He is for me as dead as a doornail. But am I an atheist for all that? The clergymen consider me as such - be it so; but I love, and …

'In my days of youth, I remembered my God, And he hath not forgotten my age.'

My experiences with science led me to God. They challenge science to prove the existence of God. But must we really light a candle to see the sun?