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I sat on my bed and I said to God: You've taken her, but you haven't got me yet. I know Your cunning. It's You who take us up to a high place and offer us the whole universe. You're a devil, God, tempting us to leap. But I don't want Your peace and I don't want Your love. I wanted something very simple and very easy: I wanted Sarah for a lifetime and You took her away. With Your great schemes You ruin our happiness like a harvester ruins a mouse's nest: I hate You, God, I hate You as though You existed.

Graham Greene#36

FaithReligionAngerLossSadness

About this quote

What does it mean?
Anger at divine loss over simple human happiness.
In plain terms
The speaker is angry at God for taking away a loved one.
What can you take from it?
Grief can manifest as anger even at the divine.

Where it applies

  • mourning
  • theological study
  • personal reflection

Putting it to work

  • accept anger in grief
  • question divine plans

Questions to consider

  • How do you express anger in grief?
  • Does anger at God help or hinder?

Another view

This reflects a specific theological struggle.

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