These two desires of the Passion and the sickness I desired with a condition, saying thus: Lord, Thou knowest what I would,-if it be Thy will that I have it- and if it be not Thy will, good Lord, be not displeased: for I will nought but as Thou wilt.

The Second came to my mind with contrition; Freely desiring that sickness so hard as to death, that I might in that sickness receive all my rites of Holy Churc…

For the Third, by the grace of God and teaching of Holy Church I conceived a mighty desire to receive three wounds in my life: that is to say, the wound of ver…

As to the First, methought I had some feeling in the Passion of Christ, but yet I desired more by the grace of God. Methought I would have been that time with …