It would be impossible to get through the kind of life that I have known without accumulating a vast unused stockpile of rage. Retaliation, though, was a luxury I could never afford. On the physical level I was too feeble. On any other I was not rich enough. I never dared to be rude to anyone. I never knew that I might not need him later. Long after fantasies of sexual excess had ceased to torment me, my imagination was inflamed by lurid day-dreams of having my revenge on the world.
About this quote
- What does it mean?
- Crisp describes how rage accumulates over a life of vulnerability, but he lacked power to act on it, leaving only daydreams of revenge.
- In plain terms
- He had lots of anger but no way to fight back, so he only imagined revenge.
- What can you take from it?
- Powerless people often hold anger in secret fantasies.
Where it applies
Putting it to work
Questions to consider
- How do people handle powerlessness?
- Is fantasy a safe outlet for anger?
Another view
The focus on revenge fantasies ignores other coping methods.
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