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I have grown weary of the winds of heaven. I will not be a reed to hold the sound Of whatsoever breath the gods may blow, Turning my torment into music for them. They gave me life; the gift was bountiful, I lived with the swift singing strength of fire, Seeking for beauty as a flame for fuel - Beauty in all things and in every hour. The gods have given life - I gave them song; The debt is paid and now I turn to go.

Sara Teasdale#22

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About this quote

What does it mean?
The speaker refuses to be a passive instrument for the gods, having lived fully for beauty. They consider their song a payment for life and now choose to leave.
In plain terms
The speaker is tired of being used by gods and says they paid their debt with songs of beauty.
What can you take from it?
Living for beauty and giving art back to life is a complete exchange.

Where it applies

  • creative burnout
  • artistic integrity
  • ending phases

Putting it to work

  • creative independence
  • balancing life and art
  • leaving

Questions to consider

  • Is art payment for life?
  • When is enough enough?

Another view

The idea of paying back life with song is a subjective metaphor.

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