It gets worse and worse. I love it, but I have no life. People grab me and kiss me. I like that, but it can be overwhelming.

It was January and snowing like crazy. It was tough; the food was terrible. Eighteen months of my life for nothing? I thought my own dreams were more important.

I don't care what people think. This is my life. I know who I am. I stood up for my rights and my life.

He was my mentor in a way -- as a musician and as a businessman. He came to Turkey once and saw me on stage performing, and then he came up to me and said, 'Yo…