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I had long known that there was something about me that was either violent or frightening for some reason. In certain three-sided clothing store images I had for some years come upon myself, with shock and disbelief, regret, and shame, disappointment and despair, for I am indeed clearly violent, mad, and ugly, all because of intensity of some kind, a tension, an obsession with getting everything that there was to be got, a passion, an insanity.

William Saroyan#164

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About this quote

What does it mean?
The author describes self awareness of their intensity leading to feelings of violence madness and shame.
In plain terms
I know I am intense and it makes me seem violent and ugly to myself.
What can you take from it?
Intensity can feel dangerous to oneself.

Where it applies

  • self reflection
  • psychological struggle
  • personal crisis

Putting it to work

  • manage intensity
  • accept self
  • seek balance

Questions to consider

  • How does intensity affect you?
  • Do you fear your own passion?

Another view

It generalizes intensity as inherently violent or frightening.

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