My weaknesses have spoiled my existence, but it is thanks to them that I exist, that I imagine I exist

One cannot live without motives. I have no motives left, and I am living.

Getting up in the middle of the night, I walked around my room with the certainty of being chosen and criminal, a double privilege natural to the sleepless, re…

The only way of enduring one disaster after the next is to love the very idea of disaster: if we succeed, there are no further surprises, we are superior to wh…