Where is my faith? Even deep down : there is nothing but emptiness and darkness : If there be God-please forgive me. When I try to raise my thoughts to Heaven, there is such convicting emptiness that those very thoughts return like sharp knives and hurt my very soul : How painful is this unknown pain-I have no Faith. Repulsed, empty, no faith, no love, no zeal, : What do I labor for? If there be no God, there can be no soul. If there be no soul then, Jesus, You also are not true.