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What does it mean?
The speaker doubts their own motives for a necessary action, fearing hatred drove them rather than duty. They fear carrying guilt as an assassin.
In plain terms
I wonder if I acted out of necessity or just because I hated him.
What can you take from it?
Even necessary actions can be tainted by hidden hatred.

Where it applies

  • making hard choices
  • moral dilemma
  • post-action reflection

Putting it to work

  • examine motives
  • accept imperfection
  • seek clarity

Questions to consider

  • Can you truly know your own motives?
  • How do you live with past actions?

Another view

Sometimes we cannot fully know our own motives.

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