And though my soul was deleted, I couldn't see it/I had my mind full of demons tryin to break free

There was no mercy on the streets, I couldn't rest/I'm barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace

They planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame/inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game

My every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer/to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left

I can't think of words. I feel no emotion about anything. I don't want to laugh or cry. I'm numb-dead inside.

'Who are you?' I asked the phantom, 'I am rest from Hate and Pride. 'I am friend to king and beggar, 'I am Alpha and Omega, 'I was councilor to Hagar 'But men …

I'm not suicidal, except when I drink. That's why we don't all drink at the same time, there'd be no-one alive to drive home.