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I cannot recall those years without horror, loathing, and heart-rending pain. I killed people in war, challenged men to duels with the purpose of killing them, and lost at cards; I squandered the fruits of the peasants' toil and then had them executed; I was a fornicator and a cheat. Lying, stealing, promiscuity of every kind, drunkenness, violence, murder - there was not a crime I did not commit... Thus I lived for ten years.

Leo Tolstoy#46

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About this quote

What does it mean?
The speaker lists severe moral failures from their past, including violence and deceit. This confession serves as a stark admission of a sinful life.
In plain terms
The speaker admits to a past full of crimes and violence.
What can you take from it?
Acknowledging past wrongs is the first step to change.

Where it applies

  • spiritual crisis
  • seeking forgiveness
  • turning points

Putting it to work

  • owning past mistakes
  • seeking redemption
  • ethical living

Questions to consider

  • How do you reconcile past mistakes?
  • What helps you seek redemption?

Another view

It focuses on individual sins rather than systemic issues.

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