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Why make excuses close to the truth, especially when now I am presuming to try to grasp in my old age what I did not gain in my youth because my sins prevented me from making what I had read my own? But who will believe me, even though I should say it again? A young man, almost a beardless boy, I was taken captive before I knew what I should desire and what I should shun.

Saint Patrick#17

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About this quote

What does it mean?
He admits to being taken captive young before he could make wise choices, questioning if anyone will believe his current reflections.
In plain terms
He was captured as a boy before he knew better and now struggles to explain.
What can you take from it?
Early life experiences limit later understanding and belief.

Where it applies

  • reflecting on past trauma
  • explaining difficult history
  • questioning self-worth

Putting it to work

  • acknowledge lost youth
  • explain difficult past

Questions to consider

  • How does early trauma affect adult identity?
  • Who gets to tell their story?

Another view

It highlights a personal struggle that may feel isolated to others.

More from Saint Patrick

  1. For some time I have thought of writing, but I have hesitated until now, for truly, I feared to expose myself to the criticism of men, because I have not studi…

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  2. I am, then, first of all, countryfied, an exile, evidently unlearned, one who is not able to see into the future, but I know for certain, that before I was hum…

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  3. I am imperfect in many things, nevertheless I want my brethren and kinsfolk to know my nature so that they may be able to perceive my soul's desire.

    Permalink to quote #15

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