My thoughts are crowded with death and it draws so oddly on the sexual that I am confused confused to be attracted by, in effect, my own annihilation.
About this quote
- What does it mean?
- The speaker describes a psychological conflict where thoughts of death create an attraction to self-destruction.
- In plain terms
- Thoughts of death confuse me because they feel attractive.
- What can you take from it?
- Acknowledge the complex pull between life and death.
Where it applies
Putting it to work
Questions to consider
- Why do dangerous things attract us?
- How do you handle dark thoughts?
Another view
The sentiment is intense and may not apply to most people.
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