My 'act' has ended by becoming an integral part of my nature, I told myself. It's no longer an act. My knowledge that I am masquerading as a normal person has even corroded whatever of normality I originally possessed, ending by making me tell myself over and over again that it too was nothing but a pretense of normality. To say it another way, I'm becoming the sort of person who can't believe in anything except the counterfeit.
About this quote
- What does it mean?
- The speaker feels that their pretense has become part of their identity, eroding any sense of normality.
- In plain terms
- Pretending has become who they are, destroying their sense of normal.
- What can you take from it?
- Beware letting a façade become your true self.
Where it applies
Putting it to work
Questions to consider
- When does a role become part of you?
- How can one reclaim authenticity?
Another view
The quote is dense and may be hard to relate to for many readers.
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