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How oddly situated a man is apt to find himself at the age of thirty-eight! His youth belongs to the distant past. Yet the period of memory beginning with the end of youth and extending to the present has left him not a single vivid impression. And therefore he persists in feeling that nothing more than a fragile barrier separates him from his youth. He is forever hearing with the utmost clarity the sounds of this neighboring domain, but there is no way to penetrate the barrier.

Yukio Mishima#7

PsychologyAgingMemorySelf reflectionYouth

About this quote

What does it mean?
At thirty‑eight, a man feels his youth is distant, his memories vague, and a fragile barrier separates him from his past.
In plain terms
He feels a distant, unclear youth separated by a thin barrier.
What can you take from it?
Midlife can feel like a gap between past vitality and present clarity.

Where it applies

  • reflecting on aging
  • dealing with memory loss
  • navigating midlife crisis

Putting it to work

  • journal past past experiences
  • seek meaningful present activities

Questions to consider

  • How do we bridge the gap between past and present?
  • What makes youth feel distant?

Another view

The metaphor of a “fragile barrier” is vague and subjective.

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